Memorials

One day, four months ago, a group of earth angels appeared in my backyard in the form of four sweet kittens and their mama cat. I was letting my pup Sebastian outside in the backyard and I looked down, to see mama laying on my egg chair and all four kittens, snuggled up on my beach chair on the ground. A tiny black and white tuxedo girl who I named Domino, formally as Princess Domino bonded with me in the past two weeks. I would come home from work, or come out from my house to feed and talk with them daily. They all would come running in sheer excitement that they were going to get their dinner and to have me talk with them. Three days ago, I was finally able to love on Domino by petting her and lightly scratching her back. She loved it, she didn't run. Her tiny frail body grew to nearly three times her original size , along with her green almond shaped eyes, that became bright and round! I could see that she was no longer fearful of me and was a very happy furbaby kitten! That night I also saw her by herself and I saw that all of the food was already eaten up, so I gave her a second dinner. She would lay on my chair by my front door and well, actually I guess you could say that it is her chair now, because I would find her relaxing happily on it, like it was her throne. I always have been so very careful with making sure they were always safe. My house and yard were theirs. I looked around and used my backup camera to ensure their safety and this is what I always do, every single time I am in my car. I accidentally sent my tiny, beautiful, brave girl to heaven. This has left me heartbroken as I have been trying to forgive myself since it happened. I keep questioning why and try to remember the moments of goodness and silly and sweet antics she had shown to me every day. I looked forward to seeing my furbabies and especially Domino. You are now and will forever me in my heart. You are my baby; MAMA LOVES YOU FOREVER, my beautiful bouncing kitty girl Princess Domino! Heaven take good care of her until I can get there to be with her and all of my furbabies. I love you Princess Domino, beautiful kitty girl. Mama will forever hope that there is peace and forgiveness granted to me and that my heart will be ok and that I will know that you are with me, that I can feel your presence and that you understand that I pray that I would be able to turn back time and have to safe and here with me , to see you grow even more and become a beautiful adult kitty. Four months was not enough time on earth with you. I pray that I could have given you more in this life. Please stay near me and let me feel you daily. MAMA LOVES YOU FOREVER AND EVER; you are the most perfect new angel, MY BEAUTIFULLY SWEET PRINCESS DOMINO! I will love you always, MAMA